Im so happy you are back. I am feeling a tad bit better, but I dont know, still very tired I guess. Being on the computer takes a lot out of me, lmao. Lol, I know exactly what you mean, a morph into a class A bitch, and a cry a lot, lmao. Oh hun, I loved your latest chapters, actually I have to get caught up with two stories of yours right now. After this im going to run before it rains again, but right after, I will be reading and reviewing you can be sure of that. Lmao, I was so worried about introducing him, and how people would react, but apparently its alright. Thought, hm, I got this review on FF...its not even attacking the story, its attacking me. Like alright here it goes "

I am a fan of most Kagome and Sesshomaru pairings in fanfictions, but for your story I'm quite appalled you'd even think to put them together after what happened between them. Rape is a very serious matter and most women, if confronted with their attacker like this will not act as calmly as you've portrayed Kagome. The destructive nature that occurs to women after such a rape can be quite horrible to one's personality and yet you think to make her relive that hell by keeping her together with the monster who caused it? I can understand her need to forgive and forget in order to regain her purity so she can purify the jewel, but to still have her end up together with her rapist I find utterly despicable of you. No real woman in her right mind would ever get together with the man who raped her in any sort of relationship even if it was to help raise her child he'd given her. Even if this is fiction I still find it seriously degrading to women in general that the truth of the matter is Kagome truly does not have any say in what happens to her. She's always going to be stuck with her rapist because of something, whether it's her memories of the past, the baby, or even this "heart pain" she apparently has. Her only real freedom will come when she's finally able to die. Aren't you ashamed to write this type of story? I honestly can not understand how you can write this while willingly putting them together when she was brutally raped by the beast. Your quite sick to write such trash, I hope she purifies the beast.
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I mean, I don't know. It made me feel sick to my stomach for a whole day. I mean I know my best friend who was rape, and this person is basically I'm making a joke out of rape. Plus, I mean the beast and Sesshomaru are different. And I don't see her being all lovey with the beast. But its just. argh.

Im so glad your trip went well, and if I was you, I woudln't worry, I just know they will call you hun, how could they not? HMMM EYE CANDY? IS THERE PICTURES OF THIS EYE CANDY? Maddie wishes to see and drool.

Lol, my diet is well. I lost 10 pounds in two weeks, lmao. Im getting scrawny LMAO.
OH GOSH YES FEED ME DONUTS.

Thank you for your lovely review, hun!

That chapter was was sorta, just a tiny bit, taken from experience. ^^; But you write much more romantic stuff than I ever could. I write like... ugh. I love your writing soooo much~ And your new story, Me + You + It, is a perfect example! xD I loved it and how real the characters were in their relationship. Sesshoumaru's frustration and doubts and Kagome's want for him to be more open~

Anyway, I'm guessing that you're back from your trip to Japan! How was it? *stares up at bento box picture* It sure looks like it was a delicious trip~ *stares at the sushi box* Your pictures make me hungry. Thank goodness there are tons of Japanese restaurants here. I'm now strongly inclined (because of your food pictures) to get something to eat at my favorite restaurant later tonight.

Thanks for updating so fast after you just got back from Japan, I was very happy to see it! I'd love to hear more about your trip and training once you've gotten a good amount of sleep. Have pleasant dreams

Alright, Im sorry Im such a jerk, and that it took me so long to respond. hun you have no idea how drain I am. Ive even tried to write chapters right for my stories, but you know when you write cause you have to but you lack the passion? Well Im so drained out of all life that thats how Ive been feeling lately, so everything I write it complete crap. And no Im not sayign that because Im being harsh on myself, I just... really really write like crap. ive even been staying away from the computer because I can't take it. And im tired all the time, and grumpy (gosh I think my fiance is scared of me, lmao) OMG I didnt know you were leaving already so soon, and now I feel like a jerk again because I didnt remember, and I didnt even wish you to have a good trip. God, Im so sorry hun, Ive been a bad lover. Gosh, I will really make it up to you I promise.

And you are welcome for happily ever after, gosh now Im behind like what two chapters? I have to get caught up again, and its such a fantastic story, that in a way I feel bad that I didnt review and read the latest two, but in a way Im happy cause I got a bunch to read, if that makes any sense at all? And I didnt know about youre smut story! OH YEAH I did ,you told me about it ,adn I was supposed to check it out, and then something happened, like I forgot cause I'm a ditz! Lmao, I 'm going to read that too, it shall be lots of fun I just knwo it. I love how you write smut.

My training schedule is insane, you have no idea. Like, Its been two weeks right, and i've lost over 5 pounds, lmao. Im slowly melting away. Im not sure if its that good thought because like I said, Im just like so tired all the time. yeah I know 400 calories is not a lot. every day, all day all I wanna do is like stuff my face with donuts until I explode, lmao. Does that make sense? Its so hard, any food, even stuff I dont like just smells amazing, and I wanna eat it until I explode.

Junjou Romantica, its noted, I will be sure to check it out!

Hapi Mari? Is there an english version of that lmao, I'd read it. Lmao, I dont think my IQ is that high, I think I just got very lucky is all. Lmao, oh well, hopefully it will do the same for japanese, lmao. AND OMG Im so jealous of your friend as well. The words 'its freaking not fair" come to mind, lmao. OMG wait, if youre in japan is that for the job? Its for the job isnt it? LMAO MY LOVE you can be sure Ill be thinking about you every day, and sneding you good vibes. I want you to get it, youre so amazing you deserve it.

Once again, sorry about being a crappy lover =3
IM SENDING YOU LOVE

You're in Japan again? Sooooo lucky! Have fun! Take more pictures! Especially of food!

Describing food! You know me so well and we’ve barely even talked! I love learning about foods or having them explaining.

I have eaten flowers many times. I think it’s quite amusing. They taste just like any other leafy vegetable, but they’re prettier. Crispy anchovies, huh? Definitely interesting. I eat sashimi as often as I can. I just had some last weekend, actually. I love it. Especially with shoyu and wasabi. I think sashimi is usually made from yellowfin tuna or ahi, but I’m not sure. In any case, it’s one of my favorite foods Sesshoumaru and Kagome gathering ingredients. I can only imagine how THAT would turn out. Haha. I look forward to when that happens in the story. Nimono! I love nimono. It’s soooooo goooooood

If I didn’t just eat dinner, this conversation would be making me hungry! I don’t know that much about Japanese cuisine, especially if I haven’t eaten it, so I appreciated the description of the food you gave. You should never hesitate to expand when you want to. I love it. I ramble all the time myself. It doesn’t come out in writing quite as well as when I speak (because sometimes I end up speaking ridiculously fast with very few breaths in between), but you may be able to see it. I think I generally comment the way I speak. I actually have that annoying voice in the head thing where I can hear myself talking when I type. It’s weird. But sometimes useful. Particularly when I write and imagine other voices except my own…which is a lot more pleasant.

Your reply wasn't really late. So don't worry about it

Dokuga DOES have many amazing authors. And I do like to think that I respect fandoms. You're the first person that ever told me that. I'm never ever completely satisfied with anything I write, but I don't think anyone ever is, but I try to make it the best it can be at that point in time (or when I reach the point where if I edit anymore it'll somehow get worse). I feel the same way about those types of fanfiction. Sometimes, they're actually pretty good stories too, but the grammar gets so distracting I usually stop reading because it takes too much effort.

English isn't your first language? And you're this good at it? AND you can speak Japanese? Three languages, you are like my hero . That's amazing. I would like to be fluent in the two languages I'm taking now sometime soon. Obviously not really soon because that would mean I don't really know it, but soon as in I'm not an old lady by the time I can fluently speak them with confidence.

I just hope one day I can stand on my own when I write so I actually feel like a writer instead of someone who tries to write. Rainy bus rides are SO inspiring. I think the sound of the rain tapping against the windows is a relaxing sound. That might be why. I tend to get the best ideas when I'm in a half awake state, which is why I get a lot right before I fall asleep. And I don't remember that much of my dreams, it's a very minimalist memory, but I've been training myself to try and remember more. I'm very into dream things like dream symbolism or lucid dreaming, etc. So the first thing I'm trying to do is remember my dreams. There’s a lot of good stuff in them most of the time. I keep dream journals. I try to write them down every morning, but I’ve been really lazy lately. Even if I like the dreams, I don’t write them down so they are forgotten. The only ones I write down are the absolutely wonderful or interesting ones that I feel like I have to remember. I regret that I’m so lazy. So many good dreams that I never wrote down…

Did I not say what the other language was? Oops . The other one is Korean because I’m also Korean. LOL. And, of course, because I like Korean pop culture along with Japanese pop culture. If you know Japanese really well, I think Korean should be easy for you to learn. It also helps with song lyrics because Romanized Korean is a mess to read but reading the actual Korean characters is much easier.

Ah, right right. That was quite a redundant question, LOL. Well, since you love tragedy so much, you will definitely LOVE Blood+. It's chop full of that kind of stuff! Though I highly recommend watching the anime so that you have free hands to sob and eat icecream at the same time. Though, I know you are such manga lover, so I'm sure you would like reading the manga too. Although I warn you, there are 50 episodes, so I can't even imagine how many chapters there would be. And just P.S, lots of hunky guys! Oh MT, you are such a bad one, you are! Though I admit, I really agree with you! LOL The world definitely isn't and can never truly be perfect!

Shoujo manga!! *floats away on cloud* My true love~! The men are SOOOO delish~ I'm such a sucker for hot yummy guys! OHH HUBBA HUBBA! *melts* Oh I know~! I am powerless against handsome, sexy men (And I'm not complaining either!). They can SO get away with being pervs. Actually, it makes me want to drool over them even more! *sigh* Oh, I SO agree MT! They are my guilty, obsessive fantasy. If only they were real!

Oh MT! Naughty you! What COuGaR you are! *growls*

OMG PLEASE watch it! It's so yummy delish! It's SO good!!! I know for a fact that the pervy goodness will melt you~ Ah, that sucks. I would probably be banging my head against the wall wondering what happened before that chapter and for spoiling the manga for myself.

MUCH agreed! Cheers to pervy lovey dovey yummy shoujo our one true love!

I know exactly how you feel. Don't even worry, LOL. One day, I will learn the language well enough to where nobody would be able to tell that Chinese is not my first language!

And have fun in Japan! I will miss you bunches and will be eagerly awaiting your return! Big kisses!!

AHH! So I looked through some of Enjouji Maki's works, and I do know one of them! Well, sort of, I guess, lol. I put Sekai wa Bokura no Tame ni! on my bucket list the other day, haha. So I'll be soon to read some of her works! I read some of her other plotlines, and... >:3 Well, they all sound delish. LOL. I'm going to have to read all of them now. Oh, the manga addict I am. As well as a perv. LOL. Ah well. Life goes on.

I know what you mean my friend! I have a super, ridiculously long bucket list of all the anime and manga that I need to watch. It's actually pretty handy if I'm halfway through something. I write the chapter I'm on/episode, copy and paste onto google and I'm good to go! I just finished Blood+ a few hours ago... It's so sad... I definitely rec it for you! It's such a heart-wrencher! Though I'm not sure if you are into tragedy.

Enjouji Maki? Hm, I'll look her up and see if I've read any of her works. But shoujo manga is definitely one of my favorites. All my favorite anime/manga are usually in the shoujo genre. Like Itazura na Kiss, and Love Celeb... Oh MT you MUST read them!!! It will change your life. Jk, but really. And Blood+, you must watch that too.

I can't read them, but I love looking through them! I bought a few back when I was in Japan. I love looking at the styles! I still have them and from time to time I'll flip through them.

You like yaoi too??? Oh my GOODNESS, I love it! I have succumbed to the delicious yumminess of yaoi already. I'm absolutely in love with it, haha. If ther's one out there with a good sounding plot, you know I'll give it a shot. *droools* Have you watched Junjou Romantica?

Haha, no, not cute. I'm sure all the hardcore Chinese speaking people listen to me and think "Noob." LOL. ..You only watched a few and you were good to go?? T_T Gosh dang it MT! *Bows down in defeat*

Oh, so exciting! So lucky! I'm sure you'll have fun! And I know you'll be eating lots of good food!

And you are very welcome, midear! Mwah!