Hi, I'm looking for a fanfic where Kagome gives Sesshomaru a pup and then she's left to her own devices for a months maybe, eventually succumbing to her loneliness and cuts herself? Tries to kill herself? Something along those lines. She stumbles down the stairs at some point, too. Eventually, she leaves with the baby and Sesshomaru grows so angry he turns into his dog form and looks for her. When she comes back with some of his guards (I think), half the house is destroyed and he's mad with his rage.

You might be thinking about Dream Child by LibraCourt.

www.dokuga.com/fanfiction/story/5468/1

It's rated MA

It was! Thank you so much!