whaaa?! that sounds so tragic! was it a happy ending or sad one? I'm not entirely sure which fic it was but hopefully someone will see this and be able to help you.

I'm looking for a sesskag fiction, it just came to my mind right now and i tried looking for it but i cant find it.

So basically its about 13 chapters long, and it has to do with kagome leaving sesshoumaru, and he's just drinking, i think whiskey, and as he's drinking he's listenig to music, every chapter has a song basically. It turns out that they had a kid, a daughter, but because it wasent acceptable sesshoumaru killed their child. In the last chapter sesshoumaru is going to kill himself, saying something along the lines of "the only way to kill a youkai is take its head or its heart, and kagome already has his heart so she should have his head."

If you know the story please tell me!!!

I'm happy to say that it was a happy ending.
Kagome shows up and tells him that she forgave him the moment he killed their daughter, but left him because he wasent able to forgive himself.
Thank You, and if someone does find it you should also read it, its very well written.