Forgive Her by Mary
Forgive Her
Estrella**
Disclaimer: Although I dream of being reincarnated as a member of inuyasha’s group. Sadly I am in no form involved with the creation of these characters, nor the beautiful lyrics from “Christian Woman” by type o negative. I have altered the words though to better fit with the story. enjoy!
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On a moonless night two forces clashed in a dance for dominance. Red flared eyes, penetrated the dark to meet the steady glowing gold. As an invisible wind whipped the figures hair and clothing, a menacing aura swept through the village. Causing all who resided to toss and turn in their beds. Excluding the center of the silent battle, a small onna who slept with a smile upon her face. Completely unaware of the fight for her soul just outside her cabin.
“Forgive her brother, for she knows not what she does.” Came the deep baritone whisper.
“How could you?” came the growling reply “You know what she is to me!” Accusations flowed through the silence.
She is mine
“I only did what you so failing tried to do yourself.”
A deep growl began to rise, as the hanyou slowly began to lose his self to the beast.
“Careful brother, lest you wake her. How would you explain such a sudden spectacle, for surely I have done no harm”
A moan echoed from the cabin behind the towering male, who only seemed to still even more. The only sign of his living was the small puffs of fog from his breath.
The sudden sound slowly broke through the half-demon’s rage, allowing the human side to take back over.
“I don’t understand, you hate humans. Especially mikos, what use do you have for one completely untrained? Is it the sword?”
The oldest brother let out a small almost undiscernible sigh “she is pack.” A simple statement with the weight of a whole kingdom on it. “Had you finished the job we would not be at this position. As such I am taking over, as Alpha.”
“We are no pack to you!” eyes began to bleed back, surrounding the gold.
“hn. So you would think.”
That thought seemed to stun Inuyasha, “What do you mean?”
“Leave hanyou and go back to your clay pot, you do not ask questions of this Sesshoumaru of which you are not ready to hear.”
“She is my mate! You cannot take her from me! I know you can smell the life growing in her, how could you even stand having my child growing in the womb you choose to plunder.”
“Crudely put, by such an uncouth mouth little brother, but are you so sure that the pup is yours?” Smirking the taiyoukai turned back to the entrance. “I will not repeat myself half-breed, remove yourself. You have lost this one.”
Inuyasha opened his mouth to call out to his brother, but the door was already shutting. Severing the final ties that he had with the being inside.
He stood outside the cabin for what felt like a millennium, when he heard the gasp and answering growl. He couldn’t stay here.
The dark aura slowly faded as the flash of red disappeared, never to return. He was no longer needed.
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Back in the cabin, a silent beast knelt over a small angel. The kami were sure to have this become one of their favored tales. For who could ever learn to love a beast?
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Sesshoumaru knelt down, and brushed a black lock from the sleeping girl.
No woman.
Who had endeared herself to even his cold heart.
A cross upon her bedroom wall.
From grace she will fall.
An image burning in her mind.
And between her thighs.
A rosary hung above the bed, a reminder of the connection that the woman shared with his brother. A look of disgust passed over his face before his whip made quick work of the beads. Disintegrating the last of the memory.
Her miko powers flared, reaching out to caress his, searching for any threat. All it found was a sense of comfort and peace. It pulled back but remained surrounding the two beings. As if protecting them from the outside world.
He turned to ensure that the window shutters were pulled shut, allowing for not the smallest hint of star light to enter. It would undo that which he had been doing for the last 6 months. Changing her.
In her mind, she felt at peace, loved. Her aura sharing that of another. The only soul she thought to bring this was her lover, Inuyasha. She was as devoted to him as a mate, though she held no mark. An error the elder demon planned to fix.
She was no longer a virgin, as the rowdy and immature demon had long ago taken that on one of his human nights. In fear that the passion would invoke his beast rendering her in two.
Sesshoumaru had no such qualms, as he began to pull back her sheets. All comforts from a time unknown to him.
He had been “visiting” for long enough to know the feel of the material upon his bare flesh. He planned to continue with these purchases she made on the other side of the well, as soon as she was placed within his palace.
A dying God-man full of pain.
When will you cum again?
Sesshoumaru’s eyes opened with shock at the clothing in which she wore, or for that matter didn’t. It was as if she could sense this meeting to be the final night.
He would award her for her gift, as he slowly began to pull down the small string on her hips. Release the smell of a woman in need.
A deep moan echoed from her lips, as his nose slide down her thigh, bringing an answering growl from his throat.
He slide the string past her knees, and began to caress her smooth hairless flesh with his lips. Another wonder from her time, and one he relished in.
As he slid down to her ankles, taking the last pull on the cloth, leaving her bare completely to him, he began to thrum a low growl.
Beautiful.
Instead of bringing fear to her, the miko began to relax more, opening her legs. Offering herself.
His cock began to throb just from the sight. A god among men, pained by the small bit of pink flesh. A pain he relished.
Before him beg to serve or please.
On your back or knees.
He slowly began to slide his way back up her body, removing his attire as he went. The small swish of clothing breaking the silence. He would take her many ways tonight, finishing her on her knees, as was proper, but first he would enjoy the sight of her front. Her breasts fit perfectly in is long clawed hands, soothing the callused skin.
He dragged his hands on said breasts, her nipples rising, as if begging for his mouth. And how could he deny such a request. Slowly he flicked each nub with his shortened claws, causing a small amount of blood to flow up, brightening the dark pink.
He could bite down on her right there, leaving all to know how out of control he was for her. He was never one to show weakness though, and chose instead to merely run his tongue along her skin. Goosebumps began to climb her skin, causing her to shiver, but not from cold.
There's no forgiveness for her sins.
Prefers punishment?
After tonight there would be no going back, for you could only have one mate. She would never stay up waiting for a male who sought another.
He had originally thought her to be too foolish to see what was in front of her. Only to later realize that through her unwavering honor did she find strength to stand the punishment.
Would you suffer eternally
Or internally?
This woman was honorable, and because of his failure of a brother, was being shamed. It was a dent on their name, and their pack instinct. One did not treat a mate so, especially one so devoted.
Ah.
For her lust
She'll burn in hell.
Her soul done medium well.
She was a miko, who would become the ultimate sinner. To mate with a demon, especially one so powerful as him, was to bring death upon her.
His hackles rose at the thought, eyes pinking with the need to protect that which he had claimed.
All through meditation
manual stimulation
Salvation.
He knew what she did when she thought no one to be around. After witnessing her sudden withdrawal from Inuyasha, asking for privacy. To meditate. The daft fool thought nothing of it and always left her in fields. Sesshoumaru could scent the deceit though, so he stayed. And watched.
She was a wanton thing, for it was not meditation she sought. But the relaxation only an orgasm to bring. She used an item that first had him startled, but later wrote off as a device from her time. One she took great pleasure in, little to her knowledge that not 15 feet away stood a red eyed demon fighting for control. He would enjoy helping her meditate at any time.
Corpus Christi
She needs
Corpus Christi
Corpus Christi.
Corpus Christi
She needs
Corpus Christi
Corpus Christi.
Body of Christ.
She needs.
Body of Christ.
Body of Christ.
Sesshoumaru released her nipples with a pop, while a hand slid south of her navel. Reaching for the special button he saw her tease on that special day. With easy strokes he rubbed her, causing her to buck her hip in desire.
“Miko” he murmured “It is time to wake.”
She'd like to know God.
love God.
Kagome was starting to think Inuyasha had been listening to her needs during their time together. For the hand sliding on her folds was the best she had ever received.
The sound of her name was slowly bringing her back to the waking world. Confusion riddling her mind as her conscience tried to remember the last time Inuyasha’s voice had sounded so deep.
Perhaps his demon self was taking over, he seemed to be bolder over the last few months. Taking her in the dark, with only his red eyes to guide her to his face. She had assumed that he had finally decided to try and mate her officially, on a night when he had his demon half.
The darkness was another thing though, since she knew Inuyasha could see in the perfectly without light. But she figured he shielded her from his beastly face that formed when he lost control. She always told him she did not fear him during those times, but he would just chuckle softly, and flip her over. Taking her roughly from behind. As if to show her who was in charge.
She wanted to know this godly lover he became and fought to wake. She would ensure she able to see him this time.
Feel her God.
Inside of her - deep inside of her.
His finger began to enter her, first one then two. Stretching her. Preparing her.
She'd like to know God.
love God.
“Wait” she cried, as she grasped his hand. “Let me see you tonight.”
“If you wish”
A green light began to glow, slowly brightening, and allowing her eyes to adjust.
She gasped.
This was not her mate, er lover. “Sesshoumaru, I thought you were Inuyasha!” She began to struggle as his eyes flashed red.
“That halfwit knows nothing about pleasuring a woman.” He sneered.
No matter her struggles though, his hand stayed perfectly placed in her most private place. Moving in back and forth in a teasing motion, stealing her thoughts away.
She couldn’t think while he was doing that!
“Please...” She begged.
“What do you wish miko? To be with a hanyou that wants to forever bounce back and forth between you and a dead woman. Or a true male who will pleasure you beyond your imagination. I have honor. I do not stray”
Kagome fought the tears coming to her eyes, there was too much to focus on. Where was Inuyasha? When had he left the bed, was he ever here?
She spread out her reiki, only to discover that the hanyou was nowhere, at least not within 50 miles. He had left her to this fate.
“What do you want with me, I am his mate, and I can’t betray him”
She stared wide up at him, as she squirmed on his hand.
He scoffed in reply, as his eyes returned to gold.
“He has never marked you. You are no one’s mate. Yet”
Feel, feel, feel
Her God,
Inside of her
Deep inside of her.
Suddenly he grabbed her hips, and pulled her close. Aligning his long, and lean body with hers. Preparing to enter.
Kagome grasped his arms to balance herself as she let out a gasp from the sudden pull. Then he was inside of her, and it was like two pieces fitting together, perfectly. She moaned loudly as the full force of his thrust vibrated through her.
She was lost.
He began to make long hard thrusts that jarred her body. The strength in this man was too much for her human body.
“Sessh…Sesshoumaru! It’s too much, you will break me” Her fear causing her stutters. She was losing her mind, for she was almost willing to suffer internally just to find out what it was like to be with a god.
“You have survived so far miko, this is not our first time.” He growled as the red began to fill his eyes. “Nor the last.” Suddenly his fangs jutted out of his mouth. He meant to mark her, and she suddenly knew her soul was at stake.
“I am human! You can’t possibly want me, I am pregnant too!”
“Both are true, and neither are my concern.” He slowed. Bringing his new arm to his fangs, biting down on his vein.
“Drink.” He demanded.
Realization hit her, she had been feeling stronger than ever since she had last “meditated”. She thought it was from the most powerful orgasm she had ever had. She had not been the same since. She now knew why. He had been feeding her his immortality.
“It’s not his” came the voice, as he forced her mouth on his arm. Massaging her throat to drink.
Somehow this was the least surprising to her. Inuyasha and she had been trying for 4 years, to no success. To suddenly have all these miraculous happenings, seemed too good to be true. She had been right to question it.
“You and I will forever be tied after tonight. Do not fight this.”
He pulled his arm out, and began to slam back into her. She let herself go. Everything was coming together, Inuyasha’s sudden avoidance to her sexual requests. The feeling of being watched, especially during her “alone” times. It had been him all along, all of it.
She decided to see were this took her, though to be honest it was too late to turn back. She always saw the glass half full, why not now?
“I will accept you.” She moaned lightly as he hit a particularly sensitive spot.
“hm”
Inside of her
Deep inside of her.
The things he did to her that night she will never forget. Things that would make Miroku blush. He took her in all the positions she thought to be only futuristic. Maybe he had been listening when she talked to Inuyasha about her needs. He had them pegged down. The thought made her blush.
The morning after, she had exited that cabin changed, from a simple miko into the wife of the most formidable demon in Japan. That is, his mate, as it were. He made it clear he was the only one to grace her bed from here to eternity. Literally.
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As they walked out of the cabin Shippo came around the corner, shooting a blast of fox fire at Sesshoumaru.
“Shippo no!” screamed Kagome as she rushed to block the demon from her kit. He merely glanced at her, then back at the kit.
“Such an attack wouldn’t even dust this Sesshoumaru’s aura, let alone be worth his death. Relax miko, your kit is safe from my wrath.”
Shippo jumped around Kagome bowing as low as he could go “Gome, My lord, I thought you were Inuyasha!”
Sesshoumaru just stared at the kit, letting him shake in fear. “Hn” He muttered “I seem to be getting that a lot lately.”
Kagome blushed brightly and turned away to hide her embarrassment.
Inuyasha looks like me
Inuyasha,
Inuyasha looks like me
.
Inuyasha looks like me
Inuyasha,
Inuyasha looks like me
Inuyasha.
The End
Notes:
Ok everyone! Be nice to me, as this is my first ever fanfiction and I just couldn’t get it out of my head. I hope you enjoyed it! Type o negative songs are always my dirty secret when i am alone :) join me in my obssession!
-Estrella