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not what they seem by suicide by love

Chapter One

Meet Kagome, a typical teenage Gothic girl. She has long black hair and crystal blue eyes, and the only thing she owns to wear is long sleeve shirts and trip pants all of which are black. For the longest time Kagome has been dating Inuyasha on and off. Just recently they started dating again and so far so good thought Kagome, that is until their make out sessions started getting a little to steamy for her to handle. Every time she kissed him she heard a mans voice saying " this is all you will ever be good for". Then thing started getting really worse Inuyasha would start to lift her shirt and suck her supple breasts while Kagome swatted at his head, pushed his hands away, and recovered her beasts. But still Inuyasha was persistent and would redo his action, all the time while Kagome told him to stop but her body reacted and she moaned against her will. These types of things transpired throughout a few more of their make out sessions until finally Kagome broke down getting so mad at herself, and the man's voice that told her all she was good for was a mans plaything and nothing more. She would sit in her room thinking of ways to kill herself while cutting her arm and watching the blood flow, feeling nothing of the razor that she kept hidden in her wallet. At Sesshoumaru's birthday party Inuyasha noticed the way Kagome was treating him, being nice to Sesshoumaru and all the others but giving him the cold shoulder, he was confused and sad by this. Kagome knew that what she was doing to Inuyasha was wrong but she couldn't help it, the cutting wasn't helping much lately and the object that prolonged her suffering was right there. She couldn't help but take it out on him. Sesshoumaru watched all that transpired between his best friend/secret love and his brother like friend and couldn't help but feel a bit of happiness behind his concern. The next day Sesshoumaru went to Inuyasha to talk to him and see what was going on, but the only thing he got from him was that Inuyasha knew nothing at all and was just as confused as Sesshoumaru. Explaining that he couldn't stand it anymore and that he was going to break up with Kagome, Sesshoumaru convinced he to give it time and work things out before Inuyasha went to such a drastic measure. Kagome on the other hand was sitting in her room cutting again trying just to feel something besides emptiness, trying to hear anything but "your just a toy and nothing more" or "all you will ever be is a mans plaything", and trying to see anything but the horrible thing she has done to Inuyasha and his hurt sad eyes. No matter how many times she cut she still couldn't feel anything or see nor hear anything beside what she had been, it was becoming unbearable. The next day Inuyasha took Kagome out on a date and went to her place to spend more time with her, but it ended in a make out session, and this time he went farther then he had before. Kagome kept asking him to stop but again her body failed her and she would moan out stop. Inuyasha thinking she was enjoying herself kept on going sucking on her breasts, then getting a little more daring he reached down her pants and started rubbing her treasure through her panties. Yet again Kagome could not control the her body and she moaned louder still saying stop, and the mans voice kept on repeating all the nasty thing to her. Finally Kagome broke down in sobs begging for Inuyasha to stop and he did. Fearing that he hurt her. Inuyasha asked many times what was wrong and if she was alright but all she did was cry harder until finally she ran to her room and locked herself in. Inuyasha just left figuring that she needed some alone time and that she would call him what she was better, but how wrong he was. He decided to go over to Sesshoumaru's and hangout with him for a little bit before going home to sleep. Sesshoumaru to say the least was curious as to how things went so Inuyasha explained to him what happened. Sesshoumaru paled at hearing the things that transpired for he was the only one that knew that Kagome was a cutter, looking at Inuyasha and telling him to stay there, he bolted out of his house to check on Kagome. Way on the other side of town Kagome was curled in a fetal position with silent tears pouring out her eyes. Looking at her wallet she got up and pulled out her razor and slowly stared to cut her arms but everything kept flying into her mind from Inuyasha almost raping her to the mans voice. That was when she made her decision. Sesshoumaru drove as fast as he could praying he made it on time before Kagome did something stupid. She put the razor to her wrist and without hesitation cut right through the vain. Sesshoumaru had just gotten to her house and was trying to find the spare key for the place. She took the razor and cut right through her other wrist vain when she heard her front door slam. Sesshoumaru smashed through the door, he couldn't find the key, and was about to do the same to the bedroom door as well. Kagome's vision was starting to get black when someone broke into her bedroom, she could just see the outline of a man, and then he started yelling and she new it was Sesshoumaru. He saw her laying there on the floor bleeding out, running to her he tried to stop the bleeding but nothing worked. He was yelling at her asking why she did this and telling her she can't leave him yet. Then he did what he dreamed of doing for so long, he kisses her and told her how he felt for her. Kagome barely felt him kiss her and heard what he said but it was to late she was already to far gone and she knew it. So she touched his face and smiled a true smile at him just before she slipped into an eternally peaceful sleep. Sesshoumaru was shocked to say the least she heard him confess and she accepted it, he wanted to kiss her again but her hand fell and her body went limp. She was gone now forever out of his reach. The only thing Sesshoumaru could do was hold her body close and weep for his lost best friend and secret love.

INUYASHA © Rumiko Takahashi/Shogakukan • Yomiuri TV • Sunrise 2000
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