The Unspoken Truth: Craving Subjugation by *~*Missy*~*

Boiling Blood, Battle Lust, and other things

It had been some time since she had seen the trickster god and Kagome found herself missing him somewhat. It had taken no time at all before Loki had wormed his way into her heart for some reason. Kagome was not quick to trust or make friends, but it seemed effortless this time. She had been feeling pressure on her lately as well, the leader of their tribe, her uncle, had been trying to push her into choosing a mate. It was not an endeavor that Kagome particularly wanted to undertake. She was not ready and it was simple as that, but she was the only female that was in the line of succession and because of that she knew that the standards were different for her.

Still she had found her self with the incipient feeling of enjoying his company and wishing that he would pay her another visit. She felt the Gelid feeling that crept through her spine and she knew that she was going to have a not good day. It was that feeling that she could just tell that something was wrong. She sighed as she sat on top of her mother's grave stone, she had been coming here more often, she felt that it was easier to push that feeling back if she spoke to them, as if she were working through her problems.

“You see, I just want someone who will love me, and love my wolf.” She spoke as she sighed. “They all want me for the power, the prestige, the coin. I want someone who wants me? Is that really so terrible?” She whispered and shook her head. There was that feeling again, like someone was watching her, she shook it off easily. “And what's worse, I do not even think I want to mate right now father. I am over a century old and I'm still a virgin. I want to go out, explore the world, have multiple partners and experience the world of carnal pleasure. But these thoughts make me a whore and that's how the males would view me. And then how would I carry on your legacy. You were feared and revered, a friend of Inu No Tashio himself. I feel that lust for blood, to fight, to conquer and prove my skills in battle. You know that, it's what you groomed me for, but my society does not agree with this.” She sighed heavily again, this had been weighing heavily on her mind for some time. She needed to get into a fight to soothe the fire from her blood. “And above all of this, there is a fire in my veins that just won't quit. I can't soothe it but by fighting and that's only for a period of time, I fear what is happening to me father, perhaps it is time to unleash my inner wolf. Maybe she has some answers for me.” She got up and walked towards the water, allowing the sea to caress her toes as the waves rocked back and forth.

“Conflicted again, little wolf?” The smooth, scintillating voice reached her ears and she just smiled.

“Loki.” The smile was present in her voice. “I was wondering when you were going to visit me again, I must confess that I have missed your presence. It's much more preverable than that of the idiots a round here.” She said as she flexed her toes in the sand.

“Indeed.” He said as he observed her, he had been listening to her without her knowledge. She certain seemed to have a lust for life and felt things that weren't acceptable with her kin. She was truly too good for this plane. She belonged in Asgard with others that had her same feelings. It appeared that her inner wolf was crying for her to be deflowered as well, although the young wolf wouldn't know what that meant. As he looked at her she was certainly appealing and he so did love virgins. “I know what it is that your wolf is craving dear, why it seems that she's clawing at her cage and that boiling just beneath your skin that you can't seem to get rid of.” Loki said and watched her turned around in surprise.

He had been listening? She thought as she took a few tentative steps towards him. “What is it?” She asked cautiously. Part of her still screamed out at the very image of Loki, that she should run in the other direction. “And you were spying on me?”

“Not spying, I merely arrived here and did not see fit to interrupt you when there was clearly something on your mind. So I did hear what you had been speaking about. But I know the way to soothe your blood, little one.” He said as he walked closer to her, he trailed a hand down the side of her face and watched her shutter, when her eyes opened they were blue and red, her fangs had descended slightly as well. “Your wolf wants out to play, she craves to be with someone.”

“Be with someone?” She asked, there was an echo in her voice as she spoke, the undertone was husky and seductive.

“I heard you say that you are a virgin, your wolf wishes this wasn't so.” Loki said as he wrapped a midnight curl around his finger and tugged gently, causing a soft moan to come from her lips. “For what it means, your thoughts aren't whorish, they are natural. It is natural to wish for many partners and to experience carnal joy. It is something that I could help you with most certainly.” He smirked as he looked down at her, she seemed to be panting from his very proximity to her. “That is if you wish it.” Loki said again, trying to command her attention, for the most part she seemed to be warring with herself.

Do it!!! Her wolf screamed at her.

But this is no light thing that you ask of me! This is my virginity! My very womanhood and you expect me to give it to this god without thinking twice.

Yes.

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A/N: Written for Stella's Word Prompt Game, Proverbial Challenge, and Rin-Rin's Obscure words Challenges respectively.  I hope you like, please read and Review and let me know what you guys think :)

-Love Missy