Inner you by N'spirit

Prolouge

DIsclaimer I don't own Inuyahsa or any or it's characters.

This is my first Kagmome and sesshomaru fanfiction so please reviews and comments are encouraged. I hope you all enjoy it.

Prologue

“Why are you here Kagome?”

She gives me a confused look “I was invited.”

I let my confusion show on face. I don’t remember inviting her.  Thinking back I knew I didn’t and now I don’t know how to handle the situation. “You need to leave.”

I can see the hurt in her eyes “Sess-Sesshomaru why do you want me to leave….we’re friends, why are you acting this way”

“Sesshomaru, why is she here?” Kaugra slithers her way through the crowd and on my arm she gives me this smile that can freeze hell over. “Tell that loser to leave…she doesn’t belong here.” She looks at Kagome as if she was her prey and she was about to attack.

All eyes are on us now, and she is looking at me with those piercing blue watery eyes her emotions are written all across her face. I narrow my eyes at her…I won’t look weak.

“Why are you standing there like a fool…LEAVE!” I’m shouting now. I’m frustrated; I don’t know how to handle this situation.

“Sesshomaru, why are you saying these things?” She asks me as she takes a step towards me I can see the pain and confusion all over her face, but I am to the point where….I could care less.

“I don’t want you here Kagome! Why would I invite someone like you to my party or even be around the likes of you?” She is shocked. I know she is hurting, but I have reached the point of no return.  “Did you honestly think we were friends…that I cared about you?”

“B-but y-you sa-aid…”

“You actually believed me? Wow you really aren’t that smart.”

The crowd erupts in laughter and I have a small smile on my lips.

“You know what? You’re right. What was I thinking.” She says while tears are running down her face…the tears I put there. “You’re right Sesshomaru. I shouldn’t have come. I really don’t belong here in your world. It’s fake, dull and lifeless. You know it’s right; what people say about you.”

“What is it that people say hmm?” I ask.

“YOU REALLY ARE AN ICE PRINCE! YOU’RE SELFISH AND COLD. YOU DON'T HAVE A HEART JUST A BLOCK OF ICE WITH NO REGARD TO ANYONE BUT YOURSELF. PEOPLE WARNED ME TOO, AND OF COURSE I DIDN'T LISTEN, BUT NOW I WISH I DID….I HATE YOU…AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAINn” She makes a break for the door without even looking back.

I stand there in that very spot and I don’t know what to do. Her words keep playing in my mind. “Don’t worry about her baby.” Kaugra coos as she reattaches herself to my arm.

“Leave me alone.” I jerk out of her grasp and walk away from her.

“Come on people! Let’s keep this party going!!” Kaname shouts from next to the DJ booth. The crowd cheers as the music comes to life again, but I don’t pay attention. I make my way straight to my Den. Once I am I make my way to my piano and start to play. My whole conversation with Kagome is playing in my head over and over again, “Your selfish and cold….people warned me about you.” Am I really that terrible?  I guess I am if I just treated someone like that.

Kaname walks up the piano and gives me that look that says what-the-hell? “Sessho, dude what did you do? Why would you say those things to Kagome?”

I stop playing, and I look at him but when I open my mouth nothing comes out. I don’t know what to say because to be completely honest I didn’t know why I said those things to her. “I don’t know.” “You DON’T know? Come on Sesshomaru what you did was wrong and low. I know you care about that girl. I have seen you two together and you’re truly yourself when you’re with her.” I stand to face him, our faces narrow. “I said I don’t know why I said it….I really don’t….but I wish I hadn’t.” I whisper the last part. “Don’t give me that look. I know I fucked up…what do I do?”

Kaname runs his hands through his hair and takes a deep breath. “I don’t know bro, but I am going to kick this party out so we can try to figure this out okay?” I nod “Okay I will get you when it’s done.” “Hn” is my only reply as I stand there looking out the window at the full moon, her words playing in my head like a bad song on the radio that just keeps playing no matter how many times you change the station.

“Hey.” Kaname brings me out of my thoughts. “Don’t worry…we will fix this Sessho.” I nod and with that he leaves out the room to deal with the people up stairs. I sigh as I make my way back to the piano and start playing another one of my favorite pieces. I stare at the moon as I am playing this melancholy music her words burning into my brain.

“I hate you…”