The Seven by Sessylove219

Inner Dialogue

Title: Interior Dialogue

Words: 713

Rated: T (Minor Language)

Prompt: 7 Deadly Sins (Sloth) Priestess Skye

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“I don’t know why I even bother trying anymore!” I yelled at the stupid hanyou. Kami, he was getting on my nerves lately. Naraku was still out there, there were fewer shards to be found each day, and still, he could do nothing but sit around and make eyes at his undead whore.

Some might still call her a miko if the looked at her clothing or had heard her name before, but I never would. I knew just what she was. She was the worst person I knew, and that INCLUDED Naraku! She might not have killed as many as him (I said might because it is debatable) but in my book she was worse because she was once good (again, debatable) and some still thought her to be, but she was a vile betrayer. Betrayal was far worse in my book than someone who was bad and never pretended to be otherwise.

She lied, she stole, she gave Naraku shards, she gave just about EVERYONE her clay pot body, and still, she acted like she was holy and beyond reproach. She was just so nauseating!

Inuyasha was also getting on everyone’s nerves. We were just so used to moving all the time that sitting around make us nervous. I never would have thought Inuyasha had a slothful bone in him, but I would have been wrong. All he wanted to do now was sit there and stare at his stupid whore (when not committing acts of necrophilia, that is). It was just disgusting!

Please believe me, I am not disgusted because I am still in love with the stupid hanyou, when I think back on the love-sick girl I was three years ago, I shudder. How dumb can you get? Besides, there are much better specimens out there. Sesshoumaru, for example. Hmm….

Anyways, I am going to have to say something to him. The others have urged me on, because all of them think that I am the only one that he will listen to. I just wish I had the power and influence that they think that I do. I still consider him a friend, maybe my best friend, but now that his little zombie is here, I have definitely been demoted. It really is a shame. No one has been as loyal to him, or supportive of him, as I have been. Knowing that you are so expendable is heartbreaking. I am so glad that I do not fancy myself in love with him anymore. This would have been enough to ruin me, before.

I was stronger now. I have complete use of my reiki, I have studied combat with Sango, discipline from Miroku (I know, right?), and have even shown some talent in illusion in my lessons from Shippou. The only one that has not seen any improvement, is Inuyasha. He prefers me to be weak and helpless. It strokes his ego to come and rescue me, then berate me about it later. That stupid hanyou has some definite self-esteem issues. I just wish for once, he would see me as I truly am.

Wouldn’t it just kill him to know about my little obsession with his brother. I swear, one day, Inuyasha is going to annoy me so much that I will just crack under the pressure, and tell him exactly what I think of him, his little clay whore, and his kami-like brother. Oops, half-brother.

I wish I could go home, to vent a little and get away from the stupid hanyou. No such luck, the well closed a year ago. Inuyasha’s (known in my interior dialogue as ‘stupid hanyou’) didn’t care about it, except for asking “How the fuck am I supposed to get ramen now? You now are truly worthless, wench”.

Nice, eh?

I really am thinking about just leaving, and going to see if his brother will take me into his group. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. One of these days, I might end up purifying that stupid hanyou. I think the only reason some of the others give him slack is because the Tetsuaiga will be needed in the coming battle. That is really sad, and hard to say, but it is how I really feel. Perhaps one day I will work up the courage to really go…

Sin 1 - Sloth