Already Gone by Fluffy

Already Gone

Author's Note: I almost cried writing this... Hope you enjoy it...

Disclaimer: I own not the Inuyasha characters. I do not own the lyrics or the song, "Arleady Gone" By Kelly Clarckson...

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Sesshoumaru stared at the page in front of him. It was a slightly yellowing page that had been given to him many months ago… When his girlfriend had left him…

 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

 

She was beautiful. She had bright blue eyes that showed every emotion running through her, with hair so black that it was blue, and stubbornness and intelligence to put anyone to shame. She loved to unconditionally, bringing happiness and brightness into anyone’s lives.

 

They had moved in together, only a few short months after dating each other…

 

But it hadn’t worked out…

 

Sesshoumaru looked in front of him at the scene protected by bright yellow ‘Do Not Cross’ signs. He was back at Kagome’s old house, the one she had lived in before she had moved in with him. She had always wanted to keep it, just in case.

 

Once again, Sesshoumaru looked at the age he held in his hands. He hadn’t opened it until this day, this very moment, because she hadn’t wanted him to until the very last minute.

 

He read it…

 

Sesshoumaru,

 

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

 

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

 

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

 

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

 

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone…

 

~Kagome

 

Sesshoumaru looked up from the paper. Only a few feet from him, his Kagome had sat awkwardly in a porcelain tub. It, along with herself, was covered in deep crimson blood that he knew was hers. Her once blue eyes, full of life, were now dulled and only slightly opened. She had a slight smile on her face, and dried blood ran down a small line from her mouth…

 

Sesshoumaru once again looked at the note written to him only months ago; yellow, crumpled, and freshly opened. Once again he read:

 

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

 

He repeated it in his head multiple times…

 

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone

 

Sesshoumaru read it again and again… Thinking to himself that this was the last piece of memory that he would ever have of his beloved…

 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

 

Sesshoumaru could remember his telling him how she had wanted a big family with multiple children. He had snorted at her then…

 

But he had silently agreed. He wanted children with her. So many that they would lose count…

 

A police office clad in blue came up to him, taking off plastic gloves that were covered in Kagome’s own crimson blood.

 

“What happened?” Sesshoumaru asked, uncharacteristically quiet.

 

The police officer sighed and finally spoke, “It was a suicide. She cut herself across the chest and stomach. No doubt it was painful.” He paused for a moment to look back on the dead girl. He once again turned to Sesshoumaru. “I am very sorry for your loss.”

 

All Sesshoumaru could do was nod silently. He didn’t understand how it had gone so wrong. She wanted to move on, but he still loved her too much to let her go. So, one last time, he looked at the paper and read a part of it…

 

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

 

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone...

 

Sesshoumaru tucked the note into his pocked and walked out of the scene, not really knowing where he was going or what he was going to do. He didn’t care, either...

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Author's Note: Isnt' it sad? I wanted to amke something angsty and slightly dark. I know I dropped off the radar for five months, but I've been either busy or moving, or doing school. This oneshot took me ten minutes to write, so don't get mad at me. I'm trying to write my other stories, but I need inspiration. Anyone?

Anyways, I hoped you enjoyed this dark, angsty/drama/romance thingy that I created.

~FluffySesshoumaruTail~

 

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